Jack is getting better and John's Birthday.

Jack is on the mend I am pleased to say. He came out of hospital on Monday and today he came with us for a small dog walk.
As for me , having a puppy in the house is hard work, but good fun . I have been going to shoe box in the mornings, but that has now finished, the boxes are going to Romania this year!!
It is also John's Birthday  today and I feel very pleased to have made it this far !! We have had a lovely meal at home.

Another Hospital

First of all I walked on Saturday, then in the afternoon went to shoe box and Sally and Jack come up, Jack is not his normal self and we though the pain in his belly was trapped wind!!!  By the time we got home he looked worse so 111 was called and Sophie drove them to boots drop in , they said go in A & E which they did. They got seen quickly and the blood test said appendix need to come out, so today  he had them removed at the BRI, he should be home tomorrow. They are  staying here this week, we are getting used to having a puppy  in the house. He will also get loads of TLC.

In the mist of this I did do a cycle ride with Phil and John which was good fun...

A better week

I am helping with shoebox  this week for Samaritans purse. I have been going up in the morning and bagging up sweets, to check boxes you have to think !! It is so interesting, the boxes go to children that have very little and they get great delight in receiving the box.
Art was also good this week, I am getting better so I fell I am achieving something.
I m also in a better mood mentally  which is good. You have to feel sorry for John at times as he has to put up with me !!!

a good weekend

Friday I had a good swim with Cathy, Richard and Alison. Saturday Sally and Jack came over ready for the Dinner and Dance and various people  came to visit Benji.
John and I were guest of honour at the Dinner and Dance, Adrian the Commodore asked us because we have been involved with club for a long time, John has been commodore in the past and I have been involved a lot with the social side. I do love a good party and the evening proved to be just that that, it was just great fun.... Sarah did a good job organising it .....
Today John, Phil and I went for a bike ride, then mum cooked us lunch, then a visit to the pet shop.

I am struggling

It has been a year and I will not lie I am struggling this week. The average person lives 12 -14 months with this cancer !!!

Living with not knowing that you will be alive to go on holiday next year is a hard, but I  am planning to go away. Mentally I am strong, but this cancer even tests that to the max. When I feel like this I feel anti social and I have to push myself hard to go out.

But this is just a faze and I tell myself to get on with it.

I have a lovely week this week, Sarah(Friend) is coming up to TSC dinner and dance name place tomorrow and having my hair cut. I also have the usual swimming  and art to go to.

Well I must get on, writing it down, seems to make things better. Off to art with dad now.  :)

Just plodding along

Friday I had a quiet day, walking Bertie with is mate Poppy. The day allowed me to finish some art and do housework.
Saturday Sally came over with Benji as she was going on a ladies Bike ride somewhere. Sophie and I took him to the sailing club with Bertie and they were both brilliant. Katie popped in for a chat then Sophie and I went Shopping for bit and bobs. In the Evening we went to the Swan at Tyhterington for a meal with Cathy, Kevin, Alison and John. Brilliant meal and brilliant company !!
Sunday I cycled to the sailing club on my own (Felt brave) to meet John after sailing. Great to be there as chatted to loads of people! Off out with  mum later to church. 

fitness getting back

I did a 20 mile bike ride with Annie on Monday with a stop at a pub for a drink and chips, to say I enjoyed it was an understatement. I felt alive!!
Tuesday was art , but I chatted for most of it and not much art was done , but I will finish the picture at home!! and as for today my usual swim , baking and a dog walk with Heather and Poppy.

Sometime I am asked how I live with the cancer, it is never far from my mind , but I am very strong in mind and have become stronger, believing in myself ( Kates helped) and doing what I want to do. I think about it often, but it does not get me down, I accept it. But most of the time I really enjoy life and the friendships that have made me strong.