another day

I had a good day yesterday, but feeling sick today. Went to the lake to watch john, gavin and sally swim...wished I was in the lake with them!

Struggling with it morally, fed up, pissed off and do not want to feel sick!! All I ask is to wake up not feeling giddy and sick.

I am rubbish company to my family and generally do not know what to do with myself- I am bored!

Another day tomorrow...fingers crossed.