Mental illness is so understated , but last month I had a mental meltdown , I did not want to see anyone, be near anyone or talk to anyone, it was easier to go to bed and stare out of the window or sleep. I cried a lot and wanted to cry, not sure why. I was in a dark place. I miss Teddy so much, it still hurts, 15 years of fun and a lot of time spent with him. But that is not the only reason I was depressed, worrying about palette levels and the whole tumour thing had hit me too. But I have been punching hard and I am coming out of the box.
Today I feel very sick and wobbly, good old chemo, but my spirits are. Today I have watched the London Mararthon , seen Elaine and Mum has popped in.
Sophie went to cook a roast, but we burnt the veg, so beetroot instead (it is good for you).
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