Watched TV , morning breakfast, but can not watch the articles on cancer, too close to home.
Mum came up and said Phil(brother) was coming up to walk the
dog, so we all went to the local park. It was lovely . I then went to
church and had a really good cry, I also
put a notice on the prayer board asking for people to give me the strength and
courage to tackle this horrible illness The hardest part for me and I needs to happen is to think
that that the girls will have a future without me. We do need counselling to
sort and process what is happening.
Sally has also agreed to get counselling, Sophie by luck is already
seeing someone.
Paint shopping at B
& Q this afternoon, samples for the girls bedrooms, one is for Sally's flat
in Cardiff , the other for Sophie’s room,
which has been on the agenda to do for a long time. Very tired now.
Chatting to Sally
just now, I am realising that it is not
only coming to terms with diagnosis , but mourning the life I have lost, the
100 miles an hour Julie. I loved going to Glebe and letting everyone
know that I am in the building, singing with the residents(favourite part of
the Job) and chatting to them all. I was lucky was job involved talking and I love talking. The old Julie never
sat still and was always behind with everything . At the moment walking around B & Q tires me out.!!!
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