I do find it hard, but so determined !

I have been asked many times how I cope. I do find it very hard, but I am so determined to say  the  positive. My dad said  the other day, that I have made it easy  for him to cope because I am positive, That is what  drives me !  I may have this awful cancer, but why should everyone suffer too. It is just not fair . I also have Kate (everyone needs a Kate)where I can cry and feel sorry for my self, when I leave there the happy faces  goes back on and the world ok. But I do have bad days and I will let some people know now, but it hard for me to let people know that I am having one .

Back to this week . Went to Helens the dog trainer with Bertie which was excellent. and the usual dog walking with Heather  and Poppy. Art was great, although I was rubbish this week, never use black !!!. I went to counselling with Kate this morning  and this afternoon I spent baking, which I love doing. Swimming Thursday and Friday and looking forward to my swim and chat with Cathy !