counselling

This morning I walked with Judith and slinky, then in the afternoon I had counselling, it was very good although it has left me feeling very tired. I  am not going to see her again for a month as I have Penny Bohn and more chemo coming up. I am trying so hard to come to terms with the cancer, I know it will not go away, but I wish it would. At some point I will have a scan, I will not let anyone know when it is, even close family as the less people know the fewer question can be asked. I am open about most things but sometime you need time to digest information yourself before facing others.