Today is about reflection, first off all people say I am brave, I am not, I feel brave in hospital where I am surrounded by wonderful radiographers and review nurses that smile at you when you walk in and ask how you are, they also ask what you are up too. I am dreading Tuesday being my last day, it is my comfort blanket and I shall miss it more than anyone will realise. I will miss chatting to the other patients and the laughs we share. We all have cancer and it is rubbish, but we all understand one another, they know when I am feeling rubbish without a word being spoken.The outside world now feels a scary place and I hope I am ready for it....
As for today I went in for my treatment early, so no chatting time!!! The rest of the day is quite as I am still tired..
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